Jesus, lover of my soul. Jesus, I will never let you go.
You've taken me from the miry clay. You set my feet upon a rock and now I know.
I love you. I need you. Though my world may fall I'll never let you go.
My saviour, my closest friend. I will worship you until the very end.
Last year we had a small vegetable garden. After our appointment last week I decided that I didn't want to fool with vegetables this year. I just want a pretty place full of flowers. Norman and I talked about it yesterday and we can't wait to get started. I am off work today and I am going to pick out some pretty flowers to plant. I hope it turns out as pretty as the picture in my head. I will do my best to post pictures.
Our two other babies are healthy. Once again, the doctor assured me that they are at no risk. They are growing and moving...and according to the ultrasound I believe we have 2 thumbsuckers :) . Also, it's not confirmed...but we think one just might be a boy. We're not buying blue yet, but it's just a hunch that the ultrasound tech had yesterday. I cannot wait to know for sure! Our next appointment is April 6, so maybe they can tell for sure by then. I am measuring right along with where I should....Dr. Davis said I am measuring at 4 months for a singleton pregnancy. Yikes! But he is pleased with my baby bump.
Please keep us in your prayers. I know grieving is a process and I will grieve on and off for a very long time (maybe forever) in my own way. I feel like I am supposed to know how to grieve, but that is silly. I pray that I recognize my need to grieve as well as Norman's.